| Apr. 15th, 2006 @ 12:08 pm lastnight |
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Current Location: julias
Current Mood:  hungry
Current Music: Fiona apple
ended up not havin the hojo.
woke up at julias went to alex k's to get jules hair done n stuff
julias dropped me offgotta shower shaved everything haha. (i had to add that yea)
called up tiff picked me up was with brooke leeann n tiffie smoked fucked round
tried to get a hojo but her boy bailled out.. got some alchole. picked up casey :)
drank a little at tiffs got julia. went to the diner cos it was the last day to
smoke in a public place.. (EVERYONE WAS THERE) EVERYONE. haha. someone was there
haha. went to jorges for a little the guys we're there. chilled with the usual
than ended up sleepin over julias with casey and sean drinkin till i past out
not bad.. alright i need to drink again tonight 'cos I am dirnkin non stop this
whole spring break. i havent lived it sober n- not bout too.
tonight i gots work till late ill prolly end up drinkin with julia
i still gotta 40 in the fridge. so. call me up if ya wanna drinkin buddy
I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star
To pray on, or wish on, or something like that
I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy
Whose reality I knew, was a hopeless to be had
But then the dove of hope began its downward slope
And I believed for a moment that my chances
Were approaching to be grabbed
But as it came down near, so did a weary tear
I thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
And I went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb
Looking for a little hope
Baby said he couldn't stay, wouldn't put his lips to mine,
And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope
I said, 'Honey, I don't feel so good, don't feel justified
Come on put a little love here in my void,' he said
'It's all in your head,' and I said, 'So's everything'
But he didn't get it I thought he was a man
But he was just a little boy
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love |
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