REAL Life.

Sounds true..

2006-07-24T04:40:12Z

The Picto-Personality Test

You are a person who is very ambitious, and constantly thinking of ways to further your own goals.

When alone, you are introspective. You constantly reflect on your life and the world.

You are romantic, and when you are with your partner you like to woo them with your imagination.

In the future you will be happy and live richly.

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steph_suicide @ 2006-06-11T15:09:00

2006-06-11T20:17:22Z

amazing weekend :)
yellllooowww butterflies is where it at.

HOLDING IDEAS:

2006-05-30T15:37:50Z

HAIR FOR PROM:

http://thumb.shutterstock.com/photos/display_pic_with_logo/1109/1109,1105017250,1.jpg

http://www.theage.com.au/ffximage/2005/09/22/tyra_narrowweb__200x372.jpg

THATS STTOOOOPID MOOOVIE!!!

2006-05-20T14:01:48Z

Uh.... with the weird guy... that has to do with the llama being named tina!?
ANYHOW!!! tripped acid with meg last night hahaha fucking hilarious.
Whens the next time!? GWAR ON DVD... = CHA-OS

Why do we rule?? anyone!?

2006-05-18T03:13:54Z

steph_suicide @ 2006-05-08T01:16:00

2006-05-08T05:18:53Z

Yea so this weekend fucking rocked. thanx to bruce <3 amazing guy.
I dont rmemeber friday.. but i got fucked up all 3 nights this weekend.
but than aagain when arnt i fucked up.. but the highlight... def bruce <3
hes such a hansome awesome guy. and i havent stopped smilin since..:)
hopefully things will work out.. cos i cant lose this one.

SOMEONE PLEASE GO WITH ME!!!

2006-05-05T23:01:58Z

Thu, 06/01/06
08:00 PM Radiohead
Tower Theatre
Upper Darby, PA More Info
on sale:
Sat, 05/06/06 10:00 AM
Fri, 06/02/06
08:00 PM Radiohead
Tower Theatre
Upper Darby, PA More Info
on sale:
Sat, 05/06/06 10:00 AM

SOMEONE PLEASE GO WITH ME I HAVE TO GO!!!!!!

its been a short but crazy and random week

2006-05-05T15:20:16Z

monday... im not so sure on what happend... prolly hung with the girls..
maybe stayed in... tuesday i had work afterwards i might have went out or
went to jorges for a little i think i ended up chillin with julia and lee
over sonnys too later that night wednesday stayed in for a little than
went out.. thursday.. aka yesturday was acctually a good day for me
went to school after homeroom went to the cafe cos i went to six flags..
amazing i rode kindom kod??? meh.. it wasnt scary.. I shud kick myself
tho for gettin worried and thinkin so. hung out with the ladies the whole
time.. there was this one pretty cute guy i been eye'in anytime i saw him
which was acctually more than i expected told this one girl cos they
kept buggin me to go talk to him but i couldnt.. she went over for me
and they ended up knowin eahcother haha so i guess i lucked out
he gave me a stuffed velvety flower and we swapped numbers.. adorabal
he lives in gloucester tho.. which is also not to far he went there also
for som,e school trip.. now were juss textin n makin a plan or a day to
hang out.. it'd be cool if things worked out..

but yea.. thats for now..

juss another crazy weekend

2006-04-30T20:55:28Z

friday ate some bombs... haha people were all over and i was
wearing angel wings my hat glasses and my big bowa haha
i stayed up all night got no sleep untill saturday night
ealr sat went to ocean city for a little and walked the boardwalk
it was sooo windy n cold.. haha we stayed for like an hour...
and blazed on the way up there.. today went to delware trip
and juss chillin.. haha i love having the BEST couple days
afterwards... i feel soo encountroll of everthing..

ooh

2006-04-29T13:14:52Z

ooh i have the shakes right now.. n chills...
meh. lastnight was cool haha. :) fun timesssss
anyhow shore a little today.. work at 5
than hopefully doin somethin afterwards..

weeks been crazy

2006-04-28T21:31:25Z

so i got in trouble for smokin on school grounds///
cos i smoke and everything.. and i had to wait in the office till
after 3rd period. later that day i smoked with mkhail and mike d
at the trussle... of caurse i had work.. alotta shit did happend
this week.. but i completely.. dont even remember..

but anyway... yea.. talk bout drugged out weekend...
im eating bombs tonight and taken shrooms tomm night..
who wants to chill??

steph_suicide @ 2006-04-28T11:49:00

2006-04-28T15:49:36Z

so i have a sat school next sat....

man its been a crazy week... i cant update now

Moo mooooooooo

2006-04-25T15:38:44Z

Well yesturday after school wasnt so bad..
walked home watched t.v took a nap... tiff called.
quad pod time. i cleaned the ferret cage. played
catch out on the cougars field with us and sean and brooke.
haha collected paint balls and squirted them at eachother
yea.. we're on crack. got my check cashed it cos i have like
a million class trips (only to make up for not goin on
senior trip and I cant bare another day in this hell hole.
So I have.. Six flags, River Sharks and some other weird trip
in philly. Anyhow.. Julia dropped me off at home.. ate dinner
did the dishes haha (I neverr do em) cleaned my whole room..
and called it a night.. as I was goin to sleep Tiff called me
to go to the diner round.. 11:30-12 haha with her
drunk ass.. saw john.love. :-/ and greg and their other
friend.. we sat next to em. I didint really say anything..
what could I say?? than Julias stopped in. ATE. then julia
dropped me off.. than finally went to sleep..

Today.. not sure on what I could be doing.. I have work
at 6 tonight... .. so whoever wants to hang out or Ill
end up doin something before perhaps..

Tuesdays now (Of caurse not today) Me and Tiff are taken
belly dancen lessons haha I really cant wait! its $10
a lesson. My stomache will be in shape and I'll know how
to moooooove it ;) haha. But yea.. thats whats new in
the world of me.. haha.

ehh...

2006-04-24T15:37:37Z

todays so far is a sad depressing day seemingly..
I guess because Im in school.. I cant wait to leave
this place.. and the wheather so blaaah.. Atleast its
quad pod night. maybe the day will get better... Im
so tired.. and wishin on lots of things i know will
never happend.. I wish this person would find it in
themselves not to be an asshole anymore.. and acctually
talk to me.. get things out.. off my shoulders.. be free.
but.. eh who am I to ask of anything? I juss try and be
the nice one.. I get tired of it but.. why do I waste
my time on this useless person? they should be nothin
especially after what they've done to me.. but I guess
I can help that I have a heart.. O well.. I wish..
I just wish.. they would talk things out with me.. you
know it doesnt have to mean anything... I hate guys.. :(

Update

2006-04-24T01:44:48Z

Wow VERY EVENTFUL AWESOME CRAZIEST SPRING BREAKE EVER
I love liiife I really love life. :) Nothin could bring it down
satrurday I kicked ass in go karts mwahahahahahaha. yea im
gonna be an asshole driver watch out rode.. tiff n julias
been helpin me study for my drivers test.. w00w00 cant wait..
i been drinkin smokin doin this doin that all week.. CRAZY
Its gonna be hell wakin up tomm for school.. for now FUCK
School.. its a whole joke from here Im not doin shit..
unless I HAVE to... like HAAAAAVE to.. Im gonna sleep
party.... get my permitt, be with mah girls registure
for stenography cos classes start in sept.. and Im gonna party
from now till this septemeber.. life couldnt be better...

bout the guy situation.. Im not gonna give two shits.. u get some
u love some.. if I ever get a chance to be with that kid again..
im gonna wait for him.. and ill tell him staryight out sorry.
cos i was an asshole.. i guess it took me untill i lost him
to notice.. meeeh.. till now.. im partyin'

ok alrighttttt

2006-04-23T00:46:53Z

last night of sprong break
who wants to derink with me??
gotta looove it. this spring break killed! :)

HAPPY 4:20!!!!!!

2006-04-20T14:28:19Z

TRASHED EVERYNIGHT SO FAR...
cept leeanns b-day.. but other than that SMOKED.
I dont think I ever been trashed soo much and
like straight. Re-Diculous. Its been excitien
cept one night when I had work. Watched "Broken
Back palace" with the gay cowboys eating puttin'
haha. i love my friends. so... whose up for drinkin
the rest the week I got off work all this week/weekend?
gimme a call niggaz

update

2006-04-17T14:15:10Z

last night TRASHED.
woke up with texts and calls from people
and i dont even remember..all i rmemeber is drinkin
40's haha with everyone. well happy fuckin' easter
I think I like pissed 3 ex-boyfriends off haha
it was fun. uh... i wish i could remember right now..
haha oh wel tiffs cousin thinks im hott?? i guess thats
excitein news? haha.

other day... saturday?? drank was the definition of DRUNK.
I wasnt makin an ass I just couldt talk to save my life.
I ended up passing out on caseys couch. woke up and dont
remember how i fell asleep or anything. all i rmember
is i woke up on easter.. walked all the way from roberts
pool to my house nice fresh air and when i got home
i had the worst head ache ever and puked my heart out
didint see that comming haha. anyway what a great easter
weekend. who wants to drink all this week
SHORE PARTY IN COUNT DOWN :5 days

lastnight

2006-04-15T16:16:02Z

ended up not havin the hojo.
woke up at julias went to alex k's to get jules hair done n stuff
julias dropped me offgotta shower shaved everything haha. (i had to add that yea)
called up tiff picked me up was with brooke leeann n tiffie smoked fucked round
tried to get a hojo but her boy bailled out.. got some alchole. picked up casey :)
drank a little at tiffs got julia. went to the diner cos it was the last day to
smoke in a public place.. (EVERYONE WAS THERE) EVERYONE. haha. someone was there
haha. went to jorges for a little the guys we're there. chilled with the usual
than ended up sleepin over julias with casey and sean drinkin till i past out
not bad.. alright i need to drink again tonight 'cos I am dirnkin non stop this
whole spring break. i havent lived it sober n- not bout too.

tonight i gots work till late ill prolly end up drinkin with julia
i still gotta 40 in the fridge. so. call me up if ya wanna drinkin buddy

I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star
To pray on, or wish on, or something like that
I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy
Whose reality I knew, was a hopeless to be had
But then the dove of hope began its downward slope
And I believed for a moment that my chances
Were approaching to be grabbed
But as it came down near, so did a weary tear
I thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
And I went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb
Looking for a little hope
Baby said he couldn't stay, wouldn't put his lips to mine,
And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope
I said, 'Honey, I don't feel so good, don't feel justified
Come on put a little love here in my void,' he said
'It's all in your head,' and I said, 'So's everything'
But he didn't get it I thought he was a man
But he was just a little boy
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love

way to start off spring break

2006-04-14T14:51:25Z

well yesturday.. tiffie picked me up smoked with the quad-pod and schaale haha. than tiff went to class
did a little shoppin with julia n leeann got some more bohemian lookin things. leeann went to the movies
with mark so.. me n julia ended up drinkin over kacey n seans. ended up passin out round 3.. than
john carp came n complete chaos. iunno wtf happend./. but kacey fled n john was tyrin to beat him
with a baseball bat.. havent seen or talked to kacey hopefully hes ok. ryan had to stay at the apt.
but julia me n sean ended up stayin over julias.. way to start off spring break woo..woo..
and of caurse i forgot to add me n julia came up n saw mike workin :) haha

day b3fore..had work befoer than hung out with tiffie went walkin on haddon ave got somehtin to eat..
blah blah.. eh days goin good. cant wait till 22nd. quad pods goin to shore.. i think we'll ended up
stayin at wildwood and goin to ocean city maybe who knows...
but i gotta go.. juss a small update...
THIS SPRING BREAKS GONNA ROCK
Im drinkin every night so call if u wanna.. im up for it.

boo

2006-04-12T15:25:57Z

ok. im bored. very bored. in school. this SUX. I havent checked my myspace.
i cant 'cos this school blows. theres really nothing to do. i cant even
look at picture on these journal things.
Well... I didint to much yesturday.. I juss straightend my whole room..
got some wash done and then took a nap till I had to walk to work.
after that I stopped by jorges for a little.
same thing today it looks.. work at 6. i think i may chill with meggers
untill i got work. till' than I guess Im juss chillin.. dont get off
till 10:30 maybe I'll get to get out early. maybe see whats good over kaceys.
maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

..

2006-04-11T15:45:51Z

Speak no evil, Hear no evil, See no evil

krimpet stuffer

2006-04-11T15:28:55Z

So. yesturday wasnt bad.... came home for a little walked my mother
somewhat to her new job (still CVS but diff. location) the one in
haddon twp. anywho. since I had to get my check anyway.. and get a
few feminin shit. as I was up paying and findin change in my purse
I accidently pulled out a totem pole in a weed bag and my mom flipped
out.. she got a little sad but like I re-assured her it was nothing
she kinda knows things but... hopefully.. iunno.. i dont think she
cares now or she does... but.. eh... anywho.. uh.. ok so I walked up
to Friendlys after to get my check my schedual and stuff called julias
to let her know the quad-pod and a few other people are requestion off
on the 22nd for the shore together than had kelsey make me a choculate
strawberry andbanana topping milkshake.. hmmmmmm heaven..than julia
stopped in to get her check and I was like YESS!! haha we got some
food and ate out on the benches in the shopping center while kelsey
n michelle were out on their smoke break haha it was nice out. than
when we left went to julias so she can getta shower.. than went to cash
and deposit our checks julia let me drive all around colllingswood haha
drove past all our ex's and crushes house cos we're such girls like that.
round 5 we had to go get her car fixed at some d00ds house in pennsauken
than we went to a park chilled swung. when she was done we met up with
tiff and brooke at tiffs smoked of caurse.. tiff has this idea to print
out this bulleton on myspace "things to do in walmart" and we did them
all cept the tomatoe sauce trailed to the bathroom haha. I set off all
the alarm clocks so theyd all go off at the same time I asked if I could
put a lint rollar on lay-away instead of M&m's haha brooke and i put
condoms in almost everyones shopping cart when they wernt lookin haha
than tiff told one the employees that there was a code 3 in the house-ware
department the lady was like what? tiff said a code 3.. and shes like
iunno what that is where is it? and tiff said in the house-ware department
haha and the lady juss gave her a weird look haha. their was other things
but I forget.. haha than we ate at the subway than I did a little shopping..
I got some bohemian lookin things.. 'cos I'm def. taken a liken interest
to that. than we juss went back to tiffs.. fucked round than ended up
chillin with kacey and sean over at their crib.. got tired.. than juss
went home to sleep...today.. well.. i think im gonna go home.. take a nap..
wake up for a little clean my room or starighten it 'cos it needs it..
than I got work at 6.. unless someone wants to do somehtin a little before..
who knows..

ps. For my next pet of choice. I def. want a chinchilla. :)

So...

2006-04-10T15:48:58Z

I sorta forget what I did yesturday so let me rememeber...
Oh yea.. I woke up from baby eaters round 2:30pm.
julia left for work and Tiff came over we chilled than
dropped kacey off at work. It was a pretty good day. I felt
nice.I dont really rmember what I did before but I do remember
going.Awesome enough Julia was workin and I had to train
mike (the cute kid)that me and julia usually sorta fight
over. haha it was a good crew I love when db's manager.
well me and julia did buncha whip its as usual.. this time
i could feeel everything .. or wait.. was that friday... dont
rmemeber my days been getin' all mixed together.. plus I do the
same thing everynight work realy hard fuck around eat and do
whip its.. haha I forget eveyrthing.. anyway All i rmember is
feeling' every sound and my head was goin whamp whamp. haha and
my whole body went numb. i think doin' them is my personal fav.
drug of choice even tho its not really a drug.. I just love
how fucked up I get for it but only last like 5 mins. ahem anyway
after I was done Julia dropped me off, called Tiff forgot we were
going to shamp0o and did. That was lots n lots of fun.. I had a
stalker.. eeeew. and mainly went in between rooms alot the time
like even in the hiphop room.. man.. man my ass was grabbed like
50 million times...lemme tell you how those
guys dont dance they juss hump the shit outta you.. I hated that
room.. than when it was over round 2am I felt sick.. and I juss went
home layed in bed till I finally passed out.. earlier this morning
was hell gettin up but I managed.. I acctually woke up pretty early
than what I usually would on a basis of he last minute dealie.
Well todays monday and the quadpods doing something, not sure what..
but I know one thing is phatties haves 25 cent wings on mondays..
so were all gonna have a walk from julias to phatties. maybe we'll
so something at the park. ::shrugs:: oh man.. 2nd p.d back to gym
no more health.. now Im doin tae-bo O..M...G... KILL ME.. haha
it was fun.. 'cos I cant do shit. well least we all look like assholes.
well I have ntohing else to say.. so... chowwwwwwww

Plus I'm in an EXTREMLEY GOOD MOOD TODAY..
(Dont ask why, 'cos I myself dont know) esp since
it was a late night.. my ass shud be cranky..

This weekends

2006-04-09T21:42:08Z

well friday i got really fucking wasted at half way with meg n lucia got really wasted watch a band or two.. haha i acctually went in to mosh i havent donme that since like the st. marks shows in okalyn haha. almoast dont rmemeber shit.. i asked someone to mary me and he said no :( o well.. but i dont care anymre for him. i knew id get over it. anyhow.. i like puked my heart out and i havent done that in like 2 years.. i barelty ever PUKE and I did haha. than i ran into little matt than i rode with him to a true ass big humungus rich boy frat party.. sooo many drunk people and like strobe lights in one room it was like in a movie. anyhow. then as i was passing out i ended up goin to jorges in oaklyn then tiff picked me up after chillin there than went to seans... and leeaan made out with mark :) haha. (juss to add) oh dan saturday. haha anywho. than past out n woke iup went n slept over tiffs

saturday woke up.. internet till tiff woke up.. smoked.. ate.. than took a tiny minature rode trip to delaware for a bogie run. than i had work :( omg haha did sooo many wha'whas with julia (whip its) haha I could feel eveery sound i heard it was soo weird so typical cos julias like STEPH DONT FISH OUT ON ME STEPH DONT FISH OUT!! haha and all i could do was laugh.. ans she went away nervously haha. nick n joe juss sat there laughin at me.. assholes.. than went home to geta shower round 1am went to babyeaters and kaceys.. drank and took a totem pole... wow i past right the fuck out... than i juss ended up sleepin over kaceys. now im woke up tiff picked me up smoked n with leeaan n tiff. now im juss really stoned and gotta get ready for work after i check my myspace email aim this n that. Cyaaaaaaa